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I can hear you.

2
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- Hear what?
- Counting the calories.

3
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Fuck off.

4
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Any plans for the weekend?

5
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Going to a conference in oregon.

6
00:04:12,048 --> 00:04:15,048
- What's the topic?
- Repulsive energy.

7
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- Energy can be repulsive?
- Yeah. Yeah.

8
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Try pushing
two magnets together.

9
00:04:21,744 --> 00:04:23,053
And you?

10
00:04:24,112 --> 00:04:26,829
I'm having a manicure
on Sunday.

11
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I would have taken you, lou...

12
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except there's no way
they were gonna pay for a guest.

13
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Peter, it's fine.

14
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I had breakfast
with sammy this morning.

15
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Why did you have breakfast
with sammy?

16
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Because he helps people
invest their money, that's why.

17
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Peter, my brother
is an addict and a thief.

18
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He's in recovery, lou. Besides,
he's really good at what he does.

19
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You're not thinking about
giving him any money to invest, are you?

20
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Well, i'm not
getting any younger, am I?

21
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There are things that I wanna do.

22
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Then play the lottery!

23
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Peter, how would you
describe our marriage?

24
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Better than most.

25
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- How do you know?
- Because I hear the stories.

26
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It was a good marriage.
We had 10 years.

27
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- Six of them were really good.
- Yeah.

28
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And we're still friends.

29
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Peter, you're my only friend.

30
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- What about missy?
- Missy is 3,000 miles away.

31
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She has a husband and two children
to keep her company.

32
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Ask me who I hate.
Go ahead. Ask me.

33
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- Who do you hate?
- My husband. Marcos is ignoring me.

34
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Every time he starts a new project,
it's like i'm invisible.

35
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So I started a little project
of my own.

36
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- Guess how I spend my days.
- Waiting for me to call?

37
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Hitting on the pool boy.

38
00:06:04,018 --> 00:06:06,701
I'm telling you, wheez,
i'm moving to venice beach.

39
00:06:06,802 --> 00:06:09,966
- You'd miss your rich husband.
- He'd miss me.!

40
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Wheezy, you know me. Do I sit around
feeling sorry for myself?

41
00:06:13,682 --> 00:06:16,999
Do I settle for a life without sex?
No.! I'm not you.!

42
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I work the problem.
So, as of today, i'm taking action.

43
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I just wrote a flirty little note...

44
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to old flame greg.

45
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Did you send it?

46
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I'll have marcos do it.

47
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- Marcos?
- Mm-hmm.

48
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"Proactivity," wheeze.

49
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Marcos needs to know
if he can't give me what I need...

50
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i'll go out and find someone who can.

51
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Wow.

52
00:08:20,821 --> 00:08:22,926
Yo. What's crackin'?

53
00:08:24,436 --> 00:08:27,120
Is this f. Scott feinstadt?

54
00:08:27,220 --> 00:08:29,839
Sure. Who's this?

55
00:08:29,940 --> 00:08:32,362
This is louise harrington
calling from columbia university.

56
00:08:32,468 --> 00:08:35,370
Hey... louise.
What can I do for you?

57
00:08:37,044 --> 00:08:39,946
We received your application today,
but there were no slides.

58
00:08:40,053 --> 00:08:41,940
Who's "we"?

59
00:08:42,037 --> 00:08:44,622
I received it.
Did you mail them separately?

60
00:08:47,572 --> 00:08:49,460
Hang on one second.

61
00:08:55,605 --> 00:08:57,645
- You still there?
- I'm still here.

62
00:08:57,781 --> 00:09:00,977
Fuck. I completely spaced. They are
sitting right here by the front door.

63
00:09:01,077 --> 00:09:04,339
Look, I will hit the post office
first thing tomorrow morning, okay?

64
00:09:06,741 --> 00:09:09,327
Actually, i'm calling
to schedule an interview.

65
00:09:10,389 --> 00:09:12,462
You can bring them
with you then.

66
00:09:12,565 --> 00:09:14,637
An interview? Is...

67
00:09:14,741 --> 00:09:16,748
is that, like, a requirement?

68
00:09:16,853 --> 00:09:18,414
No, it's not required.

69
00:09:18,517 --> 00:09:22,227
But if you want to be taken seriously,
then you should have one.

70
00:09:22,325 --> 00:09:24,180
Well...

71
00:09:24,278 --> 00:09:26,001
yeah, l...

72
00:09:26,133 --> 00:09:28,555
I definitely want
to be taken seriously, louise.

73
00:09:29,590 --> 00:09:32,110
Will you be
doing the interviewing?

74
00:09:33,301 --> 00:09:36,236
- Yes.
- Good. When were you thinking?

75
00:09:37,781 --> 00:09:39,537
Monday?

76
00:09:39,638 --> 00:09:41,231
Okay. What time?

77
00:09:42,293 --> 00:09:44,814
- 12:30.
- Yeah. No, 12:30's great.

78
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- Great.
- Great.

79
00:09:50,357 --> 00:09:52,048
L...

80
00:09:52,150 --> 00:09:55,052
I can still hear you breathing,
louise.

81
00:09:55,157 --> 00:09:56,881
- Well...
- so...

82
00:09:57,014 --> 00:09:59,403
i'll... see you Monday...

83
00:09:59,542 --> 00:10:02,641
and don't forget your slides.

84
00:10:02,741 --> 00:10:04,629
No, ma'am. Okay.

85
00:10:58,263 --> 00:11:01,678
- Hey, mom.
- Louise!

86
00:11:01,815 --> 00:11:05,110
- You almost gave me a heart attack.
- What's the occasion?

87
00:11:05,207 --> 00:11:06,767
Sammy's coming to dinner.

88
00:11:07,767 --> 00:11:10,156
Don't tell me you're joining us.

89
00:11:11,511 --> 00:11:13,518
I'm just gonna go poke
around my room a little bit.

90
00:11:13,624 --> 00:11:14,900
How's peter?

91
00:11:17,143 --> 00:11:20,940
- Mom, peter and I are divorced.
- I've known the man 12 years.

92
00:11:21,048 --> 00:11:24,877
Louise, I can't ask how he's doing?

93
00:13:39,386 --> 00:13:41,458
I'm starving. Ow.

94
00:13:42,841 --> 00:13:44,467
Hey, louise, look...
thank you.

95
00:13:44,601 --> 00:13:46,609
Isn't it true,
after a hard day's work...

96
00:13:46,746 --> 00:13:49,429
a man likes to have his food waiting
for him when he walks in the door?

97
00:13:49,530 --> 00:13:50,904
- It's Saturday.
- So what?

98
00:13:51,002 --> 00:13:54,318
- He never rests.
- I'll sleep when i'm dead.

99
00:13:54,426 --> 00:13:57,525
- Don't say that.
- What's in your bag?

100
00:13:57,626 --> 00:13:59,252
I found some stuff in my closet.

101
00:13:59,354 --> 00:14:01,078
- What stuff?
- Clothes.

102
00:14:01,178 --> 00:14:03,382
Oh, they won't fit you
anymore, darling.

103
00:14:04,538 --> 00:14:07,189
I'll get them altered.
They're back in fashion.

104
00:14:07,290 --> 00:14:09,177
If you say so.

105
00:14:10,330 --> 00:14:12,053
Mom, whatever happened
to the feinstadts?

106
00:14:12,826 --> 00:14:14,834
They retired to florida.

107
00:14:14,970 --> 00:14:17,817
- Not too far from your father.
- Did they have brothers and sisters?

108
00:14:17,914 --> 00:14:20,467
- Why do you ask?
- I saw the name feinstadt the other day.

109
00:14:20,571 --> 00:14:23,669
I just wondered if scott maybe
had a cousin running around somewhere.

110
00:14:23,770 --> 00:14:26,323
It was just the two of them.

111
00:14:27,387 --> 00:14:30,769
Which made what happened to scott
so devastating.

112
00:14:30,875 --> 00:14:33,842
Still, the way she carried on
about his artistic genius...

113
00:14:33,947 --> 00:14:34,895
mom!

114
00:14:37,114 --> 00:14:40,530
It is the worst thing that can happen
to a woman... losing a child.

115
00:14:41,691 --> 00:14:44,441
I see rachel feinstadt
when she comes back to visit...

116
00:14:44,571 --> 00:14:46,360
and she's lost her bloom.

117
00:14:46,491 --> 00:14:49,906
Do you remember how beautiful she was
when she was your age?

118
00:14:50,043 --> 00:14:52,344
- My age?
- Yeah.

119
00:14:52,443 --> 00:14:54,898
When you and scott were dating...

120
00:14:55,003 --> 00:14:58,199
rachel would have been
about your age.

121
00:15:46,012 --> 00:15:49,209
Did scott ever use the phrase
"just-add-water life" with you?

122
00:15:49,340 --> 00:15:51,228
Who?

123
00:15:51,356 --> 00:15:53,243
Scott.

124
00:15:53,340 --> 00:15:55,096
Scott was 20 years ago,
wheeze.

125
00:15:55,196 --> 00:15:56,920
I couldn't tell you what I had
for breakfast this morning.

126
00:15:57,020 --> 00:15:59,387
Just this one thing.

127
00:15:59,484 --> 00:16:02,615
- What? Are you writing your memoirs?
- No, I just... I saw it somewhere.

128
00:16:02,716 --> 00:16:05,236
It sounded familiar.
I wasn't sure if it was him.

129
00:16:05,340 --> 00:16:07,674
- Where did you see it?
- Magazine.

130
00:16:07,772 --> 00:16:09,845
Did he say it?

131
00:16:09,948 --> 00:16:12,982
Yeah. Yeah.
He used to say it.

132
00:16:13,084 --> 00:16:15,190
It was part of his whole thing,
you know?

133
00:16:15,292 --> 00:16:16,885
You know, that sensitive artist thing.

134
00:16:16,989 --> 00:16:20,633
Like, "hey, I make art,
so you don't get to yell at me...

135
00:16:20,765 --> 00:16:24,060
for making you wait
at the ihop for two fucking hours."

136
00:16:24,188 --> 00:16:25,683
I forgot that part.

137
00:16:25,821 --> 00:16:28,090
- What part?
- Being late part.

138
00:16:28,189 --> 00:16:32,083
And just when you were
ready to write him off... poof!

139
00:16:32,189 --> 00:16:34,709
He'd show up
with that shit-eating grin on his face.

140
00:16:34,813 --> 00:16:38,228
- Thanks. It was driving me crazy.
- No problem.

141
00:16:38,333 --> 00:16:41,147
- Let's pick it up in another 20 years.
- Bye.

142
00:16:58,525 --> 00:17:02,419
- Scott.
- F. Scott. It's... louise, right?

143
00:17:05,181 --> 00:17:06,905
Close the door.

144
00:17:14,334 --> 00:17:17,301
- You're late.
- I know. L...

145
00:17:17,406 --> 00:17:20,024
I totally fucked up
on the subway. I'm sorry.

146
00:17:22,173 --> 00:17:26,199
- And strike two.
- Excuse me?

147
00:17:26,333 --> 00:17:28,789
You're into abstracts.
I'm not abstract.

148
00:17:28,926 --> 00:17:32,221
I mean, it's just...
it's not what I do.

149
00:17:32,318 --> 00:17:34,325
I'm more figurative.

150
00:17:34,430 --> 00:17:36,634
I figure that...

151
00:17:36,733 --> 00:17:38,260
you know,
you're telling a story...

152
00:17:38,366 --> 00:17:41,464
so you need real... forms
to do that.

153
00:17:50,910 --> 00:17:53,245
How was your time at risd?

154
00:17:53,342 --> 00:17:55,252
Good. You know? It was good.

155
00:17:55,358 --> 00:17:57,082
Good people. Good times.

156
00:17:57,214 --> 00:17:59,996
But, you know,
at the end of the day...

157
00:18:02,206 --> 00:18:07,705
it's rhode island, you know,
so I guess I needed more room.

158
00:18:07,806 --> 00:18:10,424
And that's why i'm here.

159
00:18:12,543 --> 00:18:14,452
I'm sorry.
Why are you here?

160
00:18:16,606 --> 00:18:19,061
Louise,
ever since I can remember...

161
00:18:19,166 --> 00:18:22,232
I have had this thing
inside of me, you know...

162
00:18:22,335 --> 00:18:24,506
and it just keeps coming and coming...
there's no stopping it.

163
00:18:24,607 --> 00:18:29,309
Canvas after canvas.
It's like it's all part of the same thing.

164
00:18:29,438 --> 00:18:34,228
So you just tell me
what I need to do, louise...

165
00:18:34,367 --> 00:18:36,734
and I will do it.

166
00:18:39,615 --> 00:18:42,070
Well, let's...

167
00:18:43,583 --> 00:18:46,583
take a look at your slides.

168
00:18:46,687 --> 00:18:50,233
You're not gonna believe this.
I forgot to bring 'em.

169
00:18:51,615 --> 00:18:53,916
I'm just kidding! I'm just joking.

170
00:18:58,911 --> 00:19:00,405
You're not
gonna project them?

171
00:19:00,511 --> 00:19:04,286
Well, not yet. When the committee
makes their final deliberations.

172
00:19:07,551 --> 00:19:10,399
And here I thought
I was talking to the gatekeeper.

173
00:19:10,496 --> 00:19:13,976
I can't go into procedure.
So why don't you arrange them for me?

174
00:19:14,815 --> 00:19:16,222
Sure.

175
00:19:19,072 --> 00:19:22,421
I'll make 'em nice and pretty,
just for you.

176
00:19:59,488 --> 00:20:01,593
Excuse me.

177
00:20:03,680 --> 00:20:04,989
- Peter.
- Hello.

178
00:20:05,121 --> 00:20:07,870
- It's not a good time.
- Okay.

179
00:20:09,024 --> 00:20:10,813
I just wanted to see
if we could do it at your place tonight.

180
00:20:10,912 --> 00:20:13,368
- Tonight?
- Yeah. It's Monday.

181
00:20:13,472 --> 00:20:15,894
I'm sorry. Sure. My place.

182
00:20:16,000 --> 00:20:19,383
- It's just, i'm... i'm not up to cooking.
- Sure. Okay.

183
00:20:19,488 --> 00:20:22,423
- So i'll see you about 7:00.
- Sure.

184
00:20:22,529 --> 00:20:25,049
- Sorry to disturb you.
- It's okay. Bye-bye.

185
00:20:29,505 --> 00:20:31,098
All yours...

186
00:20:31,200 --> 00:20:32,662
lou.

187
00:21:13,378 --> 00:21:14,938
All right. Come on.

188
00:21:15,073 --> 00:21:17,976
Hit me, louise. I can take it.

189
00:21:32,482 --> 00:21:33,410
Well...

190
00:21:33,506 --> 00:21:35,294
I think...

191
00:21:36,354 --> 00:21:38,394
they show
a great deal of promise.

192
00:21:41,378 --> 00:21:42,784
Promise.

193
00:21:45,666 --> 00:21:47,193
So you keep these for now?

194
00:21:47,330 --> 00:21:48,639
Yes.

195
00:21:48,738 --> 00:21:50,080
And i'm free to go?

196
00:21:50,178 --> 00:21:54,717
Now's the time to ask me any questions
you might have about the program.

197
00:21:54,818 --> 00:21:56,606
You know what? I don't...

198
00:21:56,706 --> 00:21:59,194
thanks for your time, louise.

199
00:22:00,002 --> 00:22:01,409
F. Scott...

200
00:22:08,355 --> 00:22:09,762
f. Scott!

201
00:22:15,267 --> 00:22:16,761
Is that how
you conclude an interview?

202
00:22:16,898 --> 00:22:18,786
You go running off like that?

203
00:22:22,147 --> 00:22:24,830
I don't know.
This is my first interview.

204
00:22:26,211 --> 00:22:28,185
So why don't we
go sit somewhere?

205
00:22:28,291 --> 00:22:31,225
I can tell you about the program,
the faculty, the resident artists.

206
00:22:31,331 --> 00:22:33,273
You must have some questions.

207
00:22:33,379 --> 00:22:35,680
And it'll be my turn
in the hot seat.

208
00:23:12,291 --> 00:23:14,495
Do you want something
to drink?

209
00:23:15,715 --> 00:23:17,570
Why not?

210
00:23:17,699 --> 00:23:19,587
Just go on in.

211
00:23:47,268 --> 00:23:49,635
What does it make you think of?

212
00:23:50,821 --> 00:23:54,301
- I don't know.
- Take your time.

213
00:24:01,221 --> 00:24:03,555
It's a mother and child.

214
00:24:09,925 --> 00:24:12,096
It was a gift.

215
00:24:23,077 --> 00:24:24,986
Well, I gotta say, louise...

216
00:24:26,373 --> 00:24:28,893
I am really diggin' this
executive recruitment thing.

217
00:24:28,997 --> 00:24:31,201
You know, i'm completely
at your disposal.

218
00:24:33,893 --> 00:24:36,314
Actually, then, I do have...

219
00:24:37,317 --> 00:24:38,462
a question.

220
00:24:38,565 --> 00:24:39,907
Go ahead.

221
00:24:40,005 --> 00:24:42,372
Has anyone ever
painted your portrait?

222
00:24:45,061 --> 00:24:46,468
Once.

223
00:24:48,549 --> 00:24:50,851
A long time ago.

224
00:24:51,941 --> 00:24:53,851
You should let me.

225
00:26:50,055 --> 00:26:51,877
- Are... are you sure this is okay?
- Yeah.

226
00:26:51,975 --> 00:26:53,469
I don't wanna make you
do anything that...

227
00:26:53,576 --> 00:26:55,234
no, it's fine.

228
00:27:02,408 --> 00:27:04,863
Do you have something?

229
00:27:05,000 --> 00:27:07,367
- Do you have something?
- Yeah.

230
00:27:08,807 --> 00:27:10,368
Get it.

231
00:27:45,608 --> 00:27:47,015
Fuck!

232
00:28:06,121 --> 00:28:07,528
Oh, god.

233
00:29:13,866 --> 00:29:15,273
Oh, god.

234
00:30:04,682 --> 00:30:06,821
That was fucking awesome.

235
00:30:09,899 --> 00:30:12,801
- Can I get you anything?
- Can you...

236
00:30:14,731 --> 00:30:16,619
are you kidding me?

237
00:30:24,011 --> 00:30:27,972
- Louise, can I ask you a question?
- Yeah. Sure.

238
00:30:28,075 --> 00:30:32,385
- Is this gonna hurt my chances?
- Chances of what?

239
00:30:32,491 --> 00:30:35,426
I mean, as the head of admissions...

240
00:30:36,459 --> 00:30:40,387
can you balance
business and pleasure?

241
00:30:43,083 --> 00:30:44,774
Yeah. Yeah. L...

242
00:30:44,907 --> 00:30:48,202
you know, I think i'd better get back
to the office for a bit.

243
00:30:49,195 --> 00:30:51,683
Oh, yeah. No.

244
00:30:51,819 --> 00:30:53,379
You can't abandon all responsibility.
Right?

245
00:30:55,500 --> 00:30:57,475
You want to chill out
later tonight?

246
00:30:59,755 --> 00:31:03,104
- Yeah. Yeah. Do you?
- Sure... I can't tonight.

247
00:31:04,268 --> 00:31:08,937
How about tomorrow night
I will take you out on a proper date?

248
00:31:09,036 --> 00:31:11,938
How does that sound?

249
00:31:12,044 --> 00:31:14,378
- Yeah, i'd... i'd like that.
- I'll call you.

250
00:31:15,244 --> 00:31:17,633
Speaking of which,
can I use your phone?

251
00:31:17,772 --> 00:31:19,877
Yeah. Yeah. Of course.

252
00:31:23,116 --> 00:31:24,676
Right there.

253
00:31:31,372 --> 00:31:33,128
Thank you.

254
00:31:42,508 --> 00:31:43,621
Hi, mom.

255
00:31:45,261 --> 00:31:46,373
Yeah.

256
00:31:47,372 --> 00:31:48,485
Yeah.

257
00:31:49,580 --> 00:31:51,653
No, I think it went pretty well.

258
00:31:54,701 --> 00:31:57,962
No, it was... it was pretty easy.
I mean, it was fun.

259
00:31:58,060 --> 00:31:59,686
I was... I was in and out of...

260
00:31:59,788 --> 00:32:02,887
can we talk about this
when I get home, mom?

261
00:32:02,989 --> 00:32:05,836
I love you too. Bye.

262
00:32:07,021 --> 00:32:09,923
Mom.
She worries, you know?

263
00:32:10,029 --> 00:32:11,371
I'll bet.

264
00:32:11,469 --> 00:32:15,363
You know, I think I should probably
take a shower, just sober up a bit.

265
00:32:15,469 --> 00:32:18,120
Yeah. Yeah. Sure.

266
00:32:22,893 --> 00:32:24,780
Wow.
That's organized.

267
00:32:27,918 --> 00:32:29,292
There. Just...

268
00:32:29,389 --> 00:32:31,756
- you're sure this is okay?
- Yeah, yeah. It's fine.

269
00:32:31,853 --> 00:32:33,893
Just take
all the time you want...

270
00:32:33,997 --> 00:32:36,386
and then just
let yourself out.

271
00:32:38,126 --> 00:32:42,795
- Will you promise me one thing?
- Yeah.

272
00:32:42,893 --> 00:32:45,195
Promise me
i'll see you tomorrow night?

273
00:32:47,085 --> 00:32:48,973
I promise.

274
00:33:03,886 --> 00:33:06,537
- You changed.
- Yep.

275
00:33:47,150 --> 00:33:50,150
- Louise harrington.
- What are you up to?

276
00:33:50,255 --> 00:33:53,321
- What do you mean?
- I've been calling all over the place.

277
00:33:53,422 --> 00:33:56,139
Well, l... I took a long lunch.

278
00:33:57,102 --> 00:33:59,491
- Well, I heard back from greg.
- Who?

279
00:34:01,615 --> 00:34:04,004
He called me this morning.!

280
00:34:04,143 --> 00:34:07,852
- What did he say?
- "What did he say?" wheezy.

281
00:34:09,679 --> 00:34:11,883
He called me from a hotel.

282
00:34:11,983 --> 00:34:15,496
- A hotel?
- Mm-hmm.! Subtle this man is not.

283
00:34:15,599 --> 00:34:21,294
He calls me and basically says, "come over
for an afternoon of hot, nostalgic sex."

284
00:34:21,391 --> 00:34:24,239
Oh, my god!
What did you say?

285
00:34:24,336 --> 00:34:27,467
I said, "order up some of that
room service shrimp cocktail, honey.

286
00:34:27,568 --> 00:34:29,477
I'm comin' over.!"

287
00:34:30,575 --> 00:34:32,136
- No.
- Yes.!

288
00:34:32,271 --> 00:34:34,540
Two hours ago i'm in the suv.

289
00:34:34,640 --> 00:34:37,128
I'm actually on my way
to meet greg...

290
00:34:37,231 --> 00:34:39,533
at the radisson, no less.

291
00:34:39,632 --> 00:34:42,053
You should've seen me, wheeze.
I'm driving barefoot...

292
00:34:42,160 --> 00:34:44,843
with these "fuck me"shoes
bouncing on the passenger seat.

293
00:34:44,944 --> 00:34:47,497
It's a good hair day.
All systems are go.

294
00:34:47,599 --> 00:34:51,211
- And?
- And two blocks from the hotel...

295
00:34:51,312 --> 00:34:53,898
I turn around and drive home.

296
00:34:56,400 --> 00:34:57,960
Why, miss?

297
00:34:58,064 --> 00:35:02,057
Why? Because the last time
greg saw me naked I was 22.

298
00:35:03,184 --> 00:35:05,421
I was still perfect, wheezy.

299
00:35:05,519 --> 00:35:07,275
He's picturing me as a girl.

300
00:35:07,376 --> 00:35:10,693
If I let him see me now,
the girl is gone forever.

301
00:35:10,832 --> 00:35:13,898
She gets replaced
by a housewife who's had twins.

302
00:35:14,000 --> 00:35:16,651
I mean, you should see
my bazooms, wheeze.

303
00:35:16,752 --> 00:35:18,607
It's like national geographic
over here.

304
00:35:18,704 --> 00:35:21,965
Oh, come on, miss.
You always needed a bra.

305
00:35:22,960 --> 00:35:24,389
Ouchy.!

306
00:35:25,424 --> 00:35:28,206
Wait a minute.

307
00:35:28,304 --> 00:35:31,686
You're getting laid,
aren't you?

308
00:35:31,792 --> 00:35:34,541
- What are you talking about?
- I know you.

309
00:35:34,672 --> 00:35:36,974
Your voice changes
when you're getting laid.

310
00:35:37,072 --> 00:35:39,080
Spill the beans, wheezy.

311
00:35:39,217 --> 00:35:41,126
Who is he?

312
00:35:41,264 --> 00:35:43,468
I don't know.

313
00:36:31,729 --> 00:36:33,191
You look great.

314
00:36:33,297 --> 00:36:34,824
- I forgot about your groupies.
- Oh, yeah.

315
00:36:34,930 --> 00:36:39,086
They're newly intoxicated
with the wonders of the universe.

316
00:36:40,113 --> 00:36:42,001
Remember when we were like that?

317
00:36:43,441 --> 00:36:45,929
I remember.

318
00:36:46,033 --> 00:36:48,455
Getting you
was like winning a prize.

319
00:36:48,562 --> 00:36:50,155
I outshone all the other girls.

320
00:36:50,258 --> 00:36:53,040
- You sure did.
- Mm-hmm.

321
00:36:54,930 --> 00:36:56,490
Still do.

322
00:37:04,913 --> 00:37:06,801
How are you, lou?

323
00:37:07,858 --> 00:37:09,287
Well...

324
00:37:11,698 --> 00:37:13,105
i'm wonderful, actually.

325
00:37:13,234 --> 00:37:15,373
You look wonderful.

326
00:37:17,139 --> 00:37:19,408
- And how are you, peter?
- I'm good.

327
00:37:19,507 --> 00:37:20,881
Good.

328
00:37:21,874 --> 00:37:23,500
I'm happy.

329
00:37:23,603 --> 00:37:26,156
- Happy?
- Mm.

330
00:37:26,258 --> 00:37:28,746
Lou, I didn't go to...

331
00:37:28,851 --> 00:37:32,298
to oregon last weekend by myself.

332
00:37:32,402 --> 00:37:33,809
What?

333
00:37:34,930 --> 00:37:36,686
I went with somebody else.

334
00:37:42,322 --> 00:37:43,915
I wanted to tell you myself because...

335
00:37:44,051 --> 00:37:46,898
I didn't want you
finding out some other way.

336
00:37:46,995 --> 00:37:48,718
Thank you.

337
00:37:50,739 --> 00:37:53,390
- Is she a student?
- No.

338
00:37:54,867 --> 00:37:56,656
I met her through sammy,
actually.

339
00:38:01,523 --> 00:38:04,174
- Do you have a cigarette?
- You don't smoke.

340
00:38:04,275 --> 00:38:06,664
I do, sometimes.

341
00:38:23,027 --> 00:38:24,205
Thanks.

342
00:38:25,875 --> 00:38:29,072
Lou, some months back l...

343
00:38:31,443 --> 00:38:34,957
I went to sammy... for help.

344
00:38:35,059 --> 00:38:37,198
- You told me.
- This is different.

345
00:38:42,547 --> 00:38:44,206
I have an addiction.

346
00:38:45,300 --> 00:38:47,667
- You have an addiction?
- Yeah.

347
00:38:47,764 --> 00:38:51,954
- An addiction to what?
- To sex.

348
00:38:53,747 --> 00:38:56,497
Sex? You have
an addiction to sex?

349
00:38:56,596 --> 00:38:58,057
Yeah.

350
00:38:59,060 --> 00:39:01,809
It started before... before we met.

351
00:39:01,908 --> 00:39:04,210
But, peter, the last three years
of our marriage...

352
00:39:04,308 --> 00:39:05,998
we didn't have sex at all.

353
00:39:11,092 --> 00:39:12,368
Oh, god.

354
00:39:12,468 --> 00:39:17,454
Every semester I swore to myself,
this will not happen again.

355
00:39:17,589 --> 00:39:19,476
And then a list of names
would be left on my desk...

356
00:39:19,604 --> 00:39:23,728
and just even looking at the names
would start the whole cycle over again.

357
00:39:23,828 --> 00:39:26,349
But that's how we met.
I was a name on a list.

358
00:39:26,452 --> 00:39:30,925
Lou, I swear to you...
you were different.

359
00:39:31,029 --> 00:39:32,971
I swear.

360
00:39:33,076 --> 00:39:34,986
How many?

361
00:39:38,068 --> 00:39:40,850
- I don't know. L...
- how many, peter?

362
00:39:45,077 --> 00:39:46,670
Hundreds.

363
00:39:46,773 --> 00:39:49,107
- Hundreds?
- Yeah.

364
00:39:49,236 --> 00:39:52,204
And there were
some men as well.

365
00:39:53,013 --> 00:39:54,290
Men?

366
00:39:54,389 --> 00:39:55,795
Yeah.

367
00:39:58,613 --> 00:40:00,337
- How many?
- I don't know.

368
00:40:00,437 --> 00:40:03,307
- You don't know? How many?
- I don't remember.

369
00:40:03,413 --> 00:40:06,315
It wasn't many.
It was... a few.

370
00:40:06,421 --> 00:40:10,480
"A few." "a few."
What does that mean?

371
00:40:10,581 --> 00:40:13,331
Not more than,
I don't know, 10.

372
00:40:13,429 --> 00:40:14,639
Not more than 10.

373
00:40:16,373 --> 00:40:19,373
Not more than 10.
Peter, that's more than me.

374
00:40:19,477 --> 00:40:21,550
It's a disease, lou.

375
00:40:21,685 --> 00:40:24,981
It's taken me
all my adult life to just...

376
00:40:25,077 --> 00:40:26,638
accept that.

377
00:40:27,957 --> 00:40:31,340
Sammy helped me.
He helped me get there.

378
00:40:33,462 --> 00:40:35,436
Are you fucking my brother?

379
00:40:37,462 --> 00:40:40,811
I went to sammy because I saw
the way he handled his addiction...

380
00:40:40,917 --> 00:40:41,965
one day at a time.

381
00:40:42,070 --> 00:40:45,169
I asked him if he could help me
to get into a program.

382
00:40:45,269 --> 00:40:48,466
He did, and that's
where I met farrah.

383
00:40:51,542 --> 00:40:52,949
Farrah.

384
00:40:54,614 --> 00:40:57,461
What's her addiction?
Is she a sex addict too?

385
00:40:57,589 --> 00:40:59,564
Do the two of you just get together...
you just fuck all the time?

386
00:40:59,702 --> 00:41:01,590
It doesn't matter.

387
00:41:04,054 --> 00:41:06,094
- It's cocaine, actually.
- Oh. Good.

388
00:41:07,670 --> 00:41:09,231
Good... expensive.

389
00:41:09,334 --> 00:41:11,123
The worst thing of all, lou...

390
00:41:11,222 --> 00:41:13,426
was that throughout
our marriage...

391
00:41:13,526 --> 00:41:15,414
I blamed you
for what was happening.

392
00:41:16,918 --> 00:41:18,195
Sure. Why not?

393
00:41:18,295 --> 00:41:20,237
The more I acted out,
the less you seemed to notice.

394
00:41:20,342 --> 00:41:24,401
You had this image of me that I was
like some knight in shining armor.

395
00:41:24,534 --> 00:41:27,568
You wouldn't let go of it.
You clung to it.

396
00:41:27,703 --> 00:41:29,525
I was desperate
for you to catch me.

397
00:41:31,254 --> 00:41:33,742
You have no idea what it's like
to live with an addiction...

398
00:41:33,847 --> 00:41:37,076
day in, day out, lou...
to live this secret life.

399
00:41:37,175 --> 00:41:39,892
But I can tell you right now...

400
00:41:39,990 --> 00:41:41,998
I have finished with hiding.

401
00:41:42,103 --> 00:41:45,103
And if you'll let me, l...

402
00:41:45,207 --> 00:41:48,851
I want to repair
the damage that i've done.

403
00:41:52,855 --> 00:41:55,244
You're on step nine, aren't you?

404
00:41:58,519 --> 00:42:00,886
You're making amends?

405
00:42:01,975 --> 00:42:04,757
I fucking hate step nine
with a passion!

406
00:42:04,855 --> 00:42:06,742
I am trying...

407
00:42:06,839 --> 00:42:09,938
to repair
the most important relationship...

408
00:42:10,040 --> 00:42:11,087
of my life.

409
00:42:11,191 --> 00:42:14,574
After all these years,
I am offering myself to you.

410
00:42:15,767 --> 00:42:17,654
The real me.

411
00:42:19,799 --> 00:42:21,839
- My real self.
- Get out, peter.

412
00:43:59,929 --> 00:44:05,494
- Is this about me?
- No. No. It's about peter.

413
00:44:05,625 --> 00:44:08,625
- Who's peter?
- He's my ex-husband.

414
00:44:10,105 --> 00:44:12,210
Oh, I didn't... I didn't know
you were married.

415
00:44:12,314 --> 00:44:15,031
I'm 39 years old.
We met yesterday.

416
00:44:17,018 --> 00:44:18,840
Look, i'm sorry. I'm sorry.

417
00:44:18,938 --> 00:44:21,655
He just... he told me
some stuff about us.

418
00:44:22,649 --> 00:44:26,424
- About us?
- No, not us "us"...

419
00:44:26,521 --> 00:44:29,369
but... him and me "us."

420
00:44:29,401 --> 00:44:31,311
When we were married.

421
00:44:32,314 --> 00:44:35,216
Like... maybe he did
some cheating?

422
00:44:36,058 --> 00:44:37,967
He probably fucked you
at some point.

423
00:44:43,290 --> 00:44:45,908
You know what, louise?

424
00:44:46,010 --> 00:44:47,832
This is about me.

425
00:44:47,930 --> 00:44:50,964
I've entered your bloodstream.
You know? And he can smell it.

426
00:44:51,066 --> 00:44:54,132
He's jealous. That's all.
He wants you back.

427
00:44:54,234 --> 00:44:56,656
- You think?
- Yeah, I think.

428
00:44:56,762 --> 00:45:00,308
And, hey, you know,
it's not like I don't know the feeling.

429
00:45:01,370 --> 00:45:04,404
I've been thinking about you all day.
I have been counting the hours.

430
00:45:04,507 --> 00:45:06,579
Then I come over here,
and you're talking about him?

431
00:45:06,683 --> 00:45:08,570
I'm jealous!

432
00:45:08,699 --> 00:45:10,586
You're jealous?

433
00:45:10,714 --> 00:45:12,689
Yeah! L... come on.

434
00:45:13,786 --> 00:45:16,023
I want you all to myself.

435
00:45:17,370 --> 00:45:18,418
You do?

436
00:45:19,482 --> 00:45:20,824
Yes.

437
00:45:20,923 --> 00:45:23,770
Tonight it's just
you and me. Okay?

438
00:45:23,867 --> 00:45:26,104
It's just you and me.

439
00:45:26,202 --> 00:45:29,519
We are the only two people
in the entire world.

440
00:45:34,395 --> 00:45:36,282
Oh, my god.

441
00:45:44,731 --> 00:45:47,120
I had no idea
I was this hungry.

442
00:45:48,571 --> 00:45:51,321
So I went out
and checked out some studio spaces.

443
00:45:51,419 --> 00:45:52,531
- You're looking?
- Yeah.

444
00:45:52,635 --> 00:45:55,864
You know,
if columbia doesn't work out...

445
00:45:55,963 --> 00:45:58,451
I gotta have a plan b.

446
00:45:59,515 --> 00:46:01,206
Where are you working now?

447
00:46:01,308 --> 00:46:04,788
It's this little place you might have
heard of called my mom's basement. Yeah.

448
00:46:07,707 --> 00:46:09,595
Well, what are you gonna do?

449
00:46:11,643 --> 00:46:13,498
Scott, what would you do
if you couldn't paint?

450
00:46:13,628 --> 00:46:17,173
Probably go crazy.

451
00:46:17,308 --> 00:46:19,609
What if something happened?

452
00:46:19,707 --> 00:46:25,042
What if...
you were driving in your car...

453
00:46:25,148 --> 00:46:27,995
and you hit a tree and you went
flying through the windshield?

454
00:46:32,508 --> 00:46:34,231
I guess I would...

455
00:46:34,332 --> 00:46:37,747
take all the splintered wood...

456
00:46:38,812 --> 00:46:41,779
and the shattered glass
and the twisted metal...

457
00:46:41,883 --> 00:46:44,851
and i'd mix it
with my blood and my guts...

458
00:46:44,988 --> 00:46:47,606
and i'd create this giant...

459
00:46:47,740 --> 00:46:51,156
mixed media roadkill sculpture.

460
00:46:54,684 --> 00:46:56,724
But you'd be buried
under the ground.

461
00:46:56,828 --> 00:46:59,611
But i'd... i'd bust out of there.

462
00:47:00,669 --> 00:47:02,807
I'd come racing up through the dirt.

463
00:47:02,908 --> 00:47:05,843
I'd bloom into a beautiful flower.

464
00:47:05,948 --> 00:47:09,810
With any luck, someone would come by
and take care of me...

465
00:47:11,036 --> 00:47:13,786
give me plenty of water
and sunlight.

466
00:47:13,884 --> 00:47:15,673
Sounds like
a just-add-water kind of life.

467
00:47:19,613 --> 00:47:21,500
No. You know...

468
00:47:22,620 --> 00:47:24,987
not if the person...

469
00:47:25,117 --> 00:47:27,092
had a gentle touch.

470
00:47:29,084 --> 00:47:31,473
Not if they had a green thumb.

471
00:48:00,125 --> 00:48:01,140
Can we get dessert?

472
00:48:08,637 --> 00:48:10,360
Break it up!

473
00:48:11,614 --> 00:48:13,108
Break it up!

474
00:48:16,443 --> 00:48:18,330
Hang on one sec.

475
00:48:29,627 --> 00:48:31,634
This is ricky. Ricky, louise.

476
00:48:31,739 --> 00:48:33,975
- Hi, louise.
- Hi.

477
00:48:34,075 --> 00:48:37,108
Are you aware that f. Scott here
is not to be trusted?

478
00:48:37,211 --> 00:48:40,178
Dude, just... bounce.

479
00:48:44,059 --> 00:48:47,157
- Who was that?
- That's a friend...

480
00:48:47,259 --> 00:48:49,976
from the old neighborhood.

481
00:48:50,075 --> 00:48:51,635
And why are you
not to be trusted?

482
00:48:51,739 --> 00:48:54,128
Oh, that's 'cause
he's being a dickhead.

483
00:48:55,195 --> 00:48:59,090
I told my mom I was staying
at his place last week, and I wasn't.

484
00:48:59,227 --> 00:49:01,115
He had to cover for me, so...

485
00:49:02,811 --> 00:49:04,535
were you with a girl?

486
00:49:08,444 --> 00:49:11,127
Well, that was before
I met you, louise.

487
00:49:20,572 --> 00:49:22,295
Come with me.

488
00:49:44,348 --> 00:49:47,032
- I know what you're thinking.
- What am I thinking?

489
00:49:47,132 --> 00:49:50,067
You're thinking that
i'm too young for you.

490
00:49:50,173 --> 00:49:54,646
- How do you know what i'm thinking?
- Well, I have powers, louise.

491
00:49:56,605 --> 00:49:58,099
No, I do.

492
00:49:58,236 --> 00:49:59,960
Yeah.
You want me to prove it?

493
00:50:00,093 --> 00:50:03,639
- No.
- I think it would be fun. Come on.

494
00:50:03,741 --> 00:50:07,036
Look, you just
met my best friend.

495
00:50:07,165 --> 00:50:08,726
I want you to think
of your best friend.

496
00:50:08,829 --> 00:50:12,659
Really get a picture of them
in your mind. Okay?

497
00:50:12,765 --> 00:50:14,358
- Are you... do you have that picture?
- Okay. I got it.

498
00:50:14,461 --> 00:50:17,330
- I really want you to concentrate.
- I got it.

499
00:50:24,702 --> 00:50:27,255
Yeah... whoa. This is freaky.

500
00:50:28,669 --> 00:50:30,579
Let me see.

501
00:50:32,893 --> 00:50:34,649
It's strong tonight.

502
00:50:37,437 --> 00:50:38,931
- It's a woman.
- Good.

503
00:50:39,038 --> 00:50:41,177
Yeah. It's a woman.

504
00:50:42,174 --> 00:50:44,214
She's got dark hair.

505
00:50:45,854 --> 00:50:49,302
She lives in a house on a hill.

506
00:50:51,358 --> 00:50:53,333
She's got a child.

507
00:50:53,438 --> 00:50:55,577
No. Two children.

508
00:50:56,606 --> 00:51:00,251
Twins! Twins.
Her name starts with an m.

509
00:51:00,350 --> 00:51:02,739
Like m... m...

510
00:51:02,847 --> 00:51:05,400
missy? Is it...
is her name missy?

511
00:51:05,534 --> 00:51:07,673
- How do you know that?
- I told you, louise.

512
00:51:07,774 --> 00:51:10,709
I know everything
there is to know about you.

513
00:51:13,855 --> 00:51:15,927
I'm just... i'm kidding.

514
00:51:16,031 --> 00:51:17,973
I spoke with missy yesterday
on the phone.

515
00:51:18,079 --> 00:51:19,769
- You spoke with missy?
- Yeah.

516
00:51:19,871 --> 00:51:23,035
I came running out of the bathroom.
I was dripping wet.

517
00:51:23,135 --> 00:51:25,469
I was, you know...
I was hoping it'd be you.

518
00:51:26,847 --> 00:51:29,531
She said she was your best friend.
Is that true?

519
00:51:30,751 --> 00:51:32,791
It's true.

520
00:51:32,927 --> 00:51:35,261
What else did she say?

521
00:51:35,359 --> 00:51:37,366
She told me about...

522
00:51:38,399 --> 00:51:41,269
I don't know.
She told me about marcos.

523
00:51:42,560 --> 00:51:44,283
And the twins.

524
00:51:47,583 --> 00:51:48,827
F. Scott.

525
00:51:48,928 --> 00:51:50,903
Yeah?

526
00:51:51,712 --> 00:51:53,785
Let's go home.

527
00:51:55,007 --> 00:51:56,284
Yeah.

528
00:52:26,817 --> 00:52:28,791
Take off your clothes.

529
00:52:30,497 --> 00:52:32,384
Well, I like this.

530
00:52:59,906 --> 00:53:01,793
Walk back and forth.

531
00:53:01,890 --> 00:53:03,297
Walk...

532
00:53:16,546 --> 00:53:18,401
you'd leave
a good-lookin' corpse.

533
00:53:18,498 --> 00:53:21,215
Well, that's the best thing
about dying young, right?

534
00:53:21,314 --> 00:53:23,201
You know
what the worst thing is?

535
00:53:23,298 --> 00:53:25,949
- About dying young?
- About dying when you're still perfect.

536
00:53:28,194 --> 00:53:30,616
I'm not perfect.

537
00:53:30,722 --> 00:53:32,827
- Well, you're a little scrawny.
- Wiry.

538
00:53:32,930 --> 00:53:34,719
- Wiry.
- Thank you.

539
00:53:34,818 --> 00:53:37,469
And, you know, this...
this is gonna go eventually.

540
00:53:37,570 --> 00:53:39,774
That's what i'm talking about.

541
00:53:39,875 --> 00:53:42,592
The worst thing about dying young
is that your work has no relevance.

542
00:53:43,394 --> 00:53:44,856
Why?

543
00:53:45,891 --> 00:53:47,963
'Cause you got off easy.

544
00:53:48,067 --> 00:53:51,962
You skipped out on all the countless
humiliations life had planned for you.

545
00:53:52,067 --> 00:53:54,718
So, then,
as a career choice...

546
00:53:54,819 --> 00:53:57,885
you would advise
against dying young.

547
00:54:01,251 --> 00:54:03,258
Let's play a game.

548
00:54:06,339 --> 00:54:09,121
- It's a pretend game.
- Pretend?

549
00:54:10,883 --> 00:54:12,858
What shall we pretend?

550
00:54:13,859 --> 00:54:15,866
Go to the mirror
and look at your reflection.

551
00:54:25,571 --> 00:54:26,651
Oh, yeah.

552
00:54:27,716 --> 00:54:31,011
Now i'm gonna
describe a situation to you.

553
00:54:32,164 --> 00:54:34,400
You ready?

554
00:54:34,500 --> 00:54:35,613
Yeah.

555
00:54:37,412 --> 00:54:39,550
It's the future.

556
00:54:39,652 --> 00:54:42,019
You're 40 years old.

557
00:54:42,116 --> 00:54:44,702
- Can you imagine that?
- Yeah.

558
00:54:46,596 --> 00:54:49,181
You're 40 years old...

559
00:54:50,596 --> 00:54:52,287
and you're a failure as an artist.

560
00:54:54,053 --> 00:54:56,508
I mean, you haven't
completely stopped fighting.

561
00:54:56,612 --> 00:54:58,947
You haven't completely
given up the ghost, but...

562
00:54:59,044 --> 00:55:03,038
it's been years and years, and your work
hasn't achieved any real acclaim.

563
00:55:03,141 --> 00:55:05,628
I don't care about acclaim,
just as long as I get to keep working.

564
00:55:05,733 --> 00:55:07,773
Of course,
which is why you haven't quit.

565
00:55:07,876 --> 00:55:12,067
But today
you're feeling particularly fragile.

566
00:55:12,164 --> 00:55:16,671
This morning... it's morning,
and you're getting dressed for work.

567
00:55:17,861 --> 00:55:19,749
Where do I work?

568
00:55:23,141 --> 00:55:25,345
You work for your uncle
selling cars...

569
00:55:25,445 --> 00:55:27,038
in new jersey.

570
00:55:27,141 --> 00:55:28,319
- Wow.
- It's a long commute.

571
00:55:28,422 --> 00:55:31,902
- You're running late.
- I'm a car salesman.

572
00:55:32,006 --> 00:55:33,380
- Used cars.
- Wow.

573
00:55:33,478 --> 00:55:36,195
And here's where you have
to use your imagination.

574
00:55:36,294 --> 00:55:39,458
What you're wearing.
Look at yourself.

575
00:55:40,869 --> 00:55:43,171
Imagine that you're wearing...

576
00:55:43,270 --> 00:55:46,882
a dress shirt, boxers...

577
00:55:46,981 --> 00:55:50,626
black socks and nothing else.

578
00:55:50,758 --> 00:55:53,027
And you're tying your tie.

579
00:55:54,598 --> 00:55:57,119
- I don't know how to tie a tie.
- Exactly.

580
00:55:57,222 --> 00:56:00,801
You never learned how.
That's why you need me to help you.

581
00:56:07,527 --> 00:56:09,120
And who are you, louise?

582
00:56:09,959 --> 00:56:14,531
- You my wife?
- I am. I'm your wife.

583
00:56:14,630 --> 00:56:16,899
Usually I tie your ties
and hang them on the doorknob...

584
00:56:16,998 --> 00:56:19,584
so all you have to do is slip them
over your head, but I forgot today, so...

585
00:56:21,030 --> 00:56:22,274
you need my help.

586
00:56:22,406 --> 00:56:25,440
And here's another thing
you have to imagine.

587
00:56:25,574 --> 00:56:28,673
You've gotten chubby
over the years.

588
00:56:28,775 --> 00:56:30,913
Your hair has started to thin.

589
00:56:31,015 --> 00:56:34,277
- Can you imagine that?
- Yeah.

590
00:56:34,375 --> 00:56:36,764
And today's one of those days
when you look in the mirror...

591
00:56:36,871 --> 00:56:40,548
and you wonder if you have
any fucking purpose at all in life.

592
00:56:40,647 --> 00:56:43,494
You're having a moment
of serious doubt.

593
00:56:44,807 --> 00:56:47,841
- I'm scared.
- You're terrified.

594
00:56:48,904 --> 00:56:50,726
You're terrified.

595
00:56:52,296 --> 00:56:55,165
And here I am.
I'm standing behind you, tying your tie.

596
00:56:55,303 --> 00:56:58,620
You, a grown man in your boxers
and black socks.

597
00:56:58,760 --> 00:57:02,055
I'm standing here like your mother,
and I look down at your stomach and...

598
00:57:04,712 --> 00:57:07,079
you have love handles.

599
00:57:07,176 --> 00:57:09,281
They're oozing out
over your boxers.

600
00:57:09,383 --> 00:57:11,587
I reach down, grab them,
give them a jiggle...

601
00:57:11,688 --> 00:57:14,371
and I say, "darling...

602
00:57:15,688 --> 00:57:17,630
why don't you take up jogging?"

603
00:57:19,496 --> 00:57:21,089
Imagine me saying that to you...

604
00:57:21,192 --> 00:57:22,719
just like that.

605
00:57:22,824 --> 00:57:24,798
Singsong, like a joke.

606
00:57:26,440 --> 00:57:28,807
- And what do I say?
- Nothing.

607
00:57:31,049 --> 00:57:32,871
You say nothing.

608
00:57:32,969 --> 00:57:35,686
There's nothing you can say.

609
00:57:35,785 --> 00:57:37,378
You just have to stand there
until I finish.

610
00:57:37,480 --> 00:57:39,455
You just have to suck it up.

611
00:57:42,792 --> 00:57:45,280
- That's pretty harsh.
- You bet.

612
00:57:46,281 --> 00:57:47,939
And guess what.

613
00:57:49,385 --> 00:57:52,003
It's just the tip of the iceberg.

614
00:57:53,257 --> 00:57:54,664
But...

615
00:57:55,753 --> 00:57:59,365
it's that humiliation that will
connect you to the rest of us.

616
00:57:59,497 --> 00:58:02,465
It's that feeling that
will give your work meaning.

617
00:58:09,706 --> 00:58:11,593
I know what this is about.

618
00:58:11,689 --> 00:58:13,249
What?

619
00:58:14,602 --> 00:58:17,023
- Why you're so angry.
- I'm not angry.

620
00:58:17,130 --> 00:58:19,072
It's about peter.

621
00:58:22,794 --> 00:58:25,642
He hurt you like crazy, louise.

622
00:58:26,922 --> 00:58:28,831
I know it's fresh...

623
00:58:30,282 --> 00:58:32,518
but you have to listen to me.

624
00:58:32,618 --> 00:58:34,505
He has nothing...

625
00:59:00,715 --> 00:59:03,432
look at me. Look at me.

626
01:00:08,237 --> 01:00:09,927
F. Scott?

627
01:00:51,790 --> 01:00:53,197
Mom?

628
01:01:27,438 --> 01:01:29,194
What's wrong, darling?

629
01:01:31,663 --> 01:01:33,070
Everything.

630
01:01:49,135 --> 01:01:51,983
Peter has a girlfriend.
Can you believe it?

631
01:01:55,599 --> 01:01:57,160
Yes, I can.

632
01:02:06,607 --> 01:02:08,036
So how did you find out?

633
01:02:08,144 --> 01:02:09,867
Peter told me.

634
01:02:11,408 --> 01:02:13,480
He told me a lot of things.

635
01:02:13,615 --> 01:02:15,306
Is she young?

636
01:02:16,208 --> 01:02:18,248
Her name is farrah.

637
01:02:23,216 --> 01:02:26,696
Do you know
why I love it out here?

638
01:02:28,624 --> 01:02:31,885
All i'm responsible for
is this little piece of dirt.

639
01:02:32,880 --> 01:02:35,368
No more saving the world.

640
01:02:35,472 --> 01:02:38,472
No more fighting injustice.

641
01:02:39,856 --> 01:02:42,639
Just me and my babies.

642
01:02:45,425 --> 01:02:47,247
Is sammy coming for dinner?

643
01:02:48,528 --> 01:02:51,114
I never know when he's coming.
He works such long hours.

644
01:02:51,216 --> 01:02:54,664
- But you baked a pie.
- I keep a little something, just in case.

645
01:02:56,241 --> 01:02:58,859
You know, you always complain
that we never see each other...

646
01:02:58,961 --> 01:03:03,238
but maybe if you baked me a pie,
i'd be magically compelled to visit.

647
01:03:05,169 --> 01:03:06,511
You don't eat pie, darling.

648
01:03:19,761 --> 01:03:22,511
Twice in one week!
That's a world record.

649
01:03:25,298 --> 01:03:27,818
- I need to know something.
- What?

650
01:03:30,577 --> 01:03:31,755
How could you?

651
01:03:34,322 --> 01:03:35,915
How could I what?

652
01:03:36,754 --> 01:03:38,215
Peter.

653
01:03:39,282 --> 01:03:41,486
It's his money, louise.

654
01:03:41,586 --> 01:03:44,881
I don't care about the money.
That's not what i'm talking about.

655
01:03:44,978 --> 01:03:47,760
Okay. So what
are you talking about?

656
01:03:47,890 --> 01:03:50,989
You could have told me...

657
01:03:51,123 --> 01:03:53,032
about peter, sammy.

658
01:03:53,170 --> 01:03:56,018
He asked me not to, louise.
So, no, I could not have.

659
01:03:56,146 --> 01:03:58,186
You couldn't or wouldn't?

660
01:03:58,291 --> 01:04:00,680
It's not my job to tell you something
you should have figured out for yourself.

661
01:04:00,786 --> 01:04:03,470
How can you sit there with such dignity?
You're a drug addict.

662
01:04:03,570 --> 01:04:05,458
I'm in recovery.

663
01:04:06,994 --> 01:04:09,864
That's right. You just snap your fingers,
everything goes back to normal?

664
01:04:10,642 --> 01:04:12,333
- Nothing is normal.
- No, nothing is normal.

665
01:04:12,435 --> 01:04:15,784
'Cause you're a grown man sitting
in your mother's kitchen eating pie.

666
01:04:15,890 --> 01:04:19,152
Your mother, who you stole from.

667
01:04:19,251 --> 01:04:21,553
Yeah, that's right.
I'm here in her kitchen.

668
01:04:21,683 --> 01:04:24,465
I'm here.
Where have you been?

669
01:04:24,563 --> 01:04:27,149
In your office,
watching your family fall apart?

670
01:04:27,251 --> 01:04:30,285
Watching your husband flush his life
down the toilet? Where have you been?

671
01:04:30,387 --> 01:04:32,296
You don't know anything
about my marriage.

672
01:04:34,324 --> 01:04:37,390
You know, asking the universe for pity...

673
01:04:37,491 --> 01:04:38,801
is a waste of time.

674
01:04:38,899 --> 01:04:41,550
The universe doesn't care.

675
01:04:41,652 --> 01:04:44,172
It doesn't care
that my entire life was a lie.

676
01:04:44,276 --> 01:04:46,381
It doesn't care
that our mother's getting older.

677
01:04:46,484 --> 01:04:48,971
Doesn't care about you, me and the...

678
01:04:49,972 --> 01:04:51,565
it sure as hell doesn't care
about your marriage.

679
01:04:52,819 --> 01:04:53,801
Then...

680
01:04:54,899 --> 01:04:57,769
why don't you help me out, sammy?

681
01:04:57,908 --> 01:05:00,843
Why don't you give me some
of that good old step nine stuff?

682
01:05:05,172 --> 01:05:06,666
Find the pattern.

683
01:05:08,372 --> 01:05:09,933
- "Pattern."
- Find the pattern...

684
01:05:10,036 --> 01:05:12,687
and put yourself in a position of profit
when the pattern repeats itself.

685
01:05:12,788 --> 01:05:14,348
You are so full of shit.

686
01:05:14,452 --> 01:05:16,972
Whatever, louise. Jesus.

687
01:05:17,076 --> 01:05:18,450
Dignity is a choice.

688
01:05:18,548 --> 01:05:21,582
Quit feeling sorry for yourself
and work the problem.

689
01:06:21,494 --> 01:06:23,600
Is there a missy goldberg
registered here?

690
01:06:39,350 --> 01:06:41,009
It's open.

691
01:06:51,862 --> 01:06:53,685
How did you find me?

692
01:06:54,742 --> 01:06:57,776
- Pattern recognition.
- You sound like sammy.

693
01:06:57,878 --> 01:06:59,821
- Sammy?
- Didn't I tell you?

694
01:06:59,959 --> 01:07:01,966
He's helping me with some investments.

695
01:07:02,871 --> 01:07:05,173
Whatever it is,
sink all your dough into it.

696
01:07:05,271 --> 01:07:09,395
Sink the kids' college funds. Whatever
he says, it's a sure thing, truly.

697
01:07:11,351 --> 01:07:13,206
I saw him.

698
01:07:14,807 --> 01:07:17,109
- Who? Sammy?
- You know who.

699
01:07:26,104 --> 01:07:28,046
You were holding out on me.

700
01:07:30,360 --> 01:07:33,589
- What do you think, miss?
- I don't think.

701
01:07:33,720 --> 01:07:35,313
I know.

702
01:07:35,448 --> 01:07:37,335
It's him! It's scott.

703
01:07:40,184 --> 01:07:42,355
- You have a cigarette?
- I quit.

704
01:07:44,536 --> 01:07:46,576
I can't believe he's real.

705
01:07:46,681 --> 01:07:49,495
- I thought I was going crazy.
- Believe me, it's him.

706
01:07:49,592 --> 01:07:52,560
The question is,
what are we gonna do?

707
01:07:57,304 --> 01:07:59,443
You must have died
when you first saw him.

708
01:07:59,544 --> 01:08:02,392
I couldn't believe my eyes.
But then again, I could.

709
01:08:03,609 --> 01:08:05,943
It sort of made sense,
having him there in my office.

710
01:08:15,513 --> 01:08:17,269
How'd you find out, miss?

711
01:08:17,369 --> 01:08:20,435
Coincidence. Fate.

712
01:08:21,273 --> 01:08:23,761
You weren't picking up
in the office...

713
01:08:23,865 --> 01:08:25,654
so I rang you at home
and he picked up.

714
01:08:26,425 --> 01:08:28,214
Did you know right away?

715
01:08:28,314 --> 01:08:30,964
There was the voice.
But it was more than that.

716
01:08:31,065 --> 01:08:35,059
It was the words he was using.
It was the way he was making me feel.

717
01:08:35,161 --> 01:08:40,017
It felt like him, but I talked to him for half
an hour before I finally asked him his name.

718
01:08:40,153 --> 01:08:42,870
- Half an hour?
- I made him say it three times.

719
01:08:42,970 --> 01:08:45,752
I actually made the poor kid spell it.
He must have thought I was crazy.

720
01:08:46,969 --> 01:08:51,093
So, what was it?
How did he make you feel?

721
01:08:52,154 --> 01:08:55,569
Like myself. The real me.

722
01:08:55,674 --> 01:08:58,391
- Yes.
- The one i'd forgotten about.

723
01:08:58,490 --> 01:09:01,523
Not the me that drives the kids
to school in a fucking suv.

724
01:09:01,626 --> 01:09:03,251
Someone else.

725
01:09:03,354 --> 01:09:05,776
The girl.

726
01:09:05,882 --> 01:09:08,403
That's it exactly.

727
01:09:08,539 --> 01:09:12,019
I looked in the mirror, and for
the first time in god knows how long...

728
01:09:12,154 --> 01:09:14,543
I saw someone I recognized.

729
01:09:14,682 --> 01:09:16,755
It was me. It was my face...

730
01:09:16,859 --> 01:09:19,509
not the face
of someone's mother.

731
01:09:19,610 --> 01:09:22,065
So I tried to get you
to spill the beans...

732
01:09:22,171 --> 01:09:23,960
which you wouldn't do.

733
01:09:26,074 --> 01:09:27,863
So I sat on my hands...

734
01:09:27,963 --> 01:09:29,785
until I couldn't
fucking take it anymore...

735
01:09:29,883 --> 01:09:32,021
and then I came here
to see for myself.

736
01:09:32,987 --> 01:09:34,264
- And...
- and...

737
01:09:35,323 --> 01:09:37,778
I rang him up.

738
01:09:37,883 --> 01:09:40,120
- Where?
- He was over at ricky's.

739
01:09:40,220 --> 01:09:42,838
Ricky?
How did you find out about ricky?

740
01:09:42,971 --> 01:09:45,360
Scott's mother's
in the phone book.

741
01:09:45,499 --> 01:09:49,493
So I called her up,
pretended like I was from columbia.

742
01:09:49,595 --> 01:09:52,378
I said I needed to speak to him
right away regarding his application.

743
01:09:53,404 --> 01:09:55,095
Then I rang him up...

744
01:09:56,636 --> 01:09:59,418
and I invited him to brunch.

745
01:09:59,516 --> 01:10:02,036
I said i'd tell him all about you.

746
01:10:02,876 --> 01:10:06,770
- So you were with him today.
- Yeah. We had a blast.

747
01:10:06,876 --> 01:10:08,916
I bought him socks.

748
01:10:10,876 --> 01:10:14,771
- Did he ask about me?
- Sure. He was full of questions.

749
01:10:15,996 --> 01:10:17,784
You didn't tell him
about scott, did you?

750
01:10:17,884 --> 01:10:19,771
Excuse me. I'm not an idiot.

751
01:10:22,428 --> 01:10:25,723
And just how much progress
did you make, missy?

752
01:10:27,036 --> 01:10:29,458
Not enough.

753
01:10:29,564 --> 01:10:31,223
But enough.

754
01:10:31,932 --> 01:10:35,281
- I touched him.
- You touched him?

755
01:10:35,389 --> 01:10:38,934
You better believe it, sister.
I touched that creamy skin.

756
01:11:01,885 --> 01:11:04,154
How could you hold out
on me, wheezy?

757
01:11:04,253 --> 01:11:06,358
- I loved him too, you know.
- I understand that.

758
01:11:06,462 --> 01:11:08,349
- But who cares?
- What do you mean?

759
01:11:08,445 --> 01:11:11,162
We're not sharing him this time!

760
01:11:11,262 --> 01:11:13,880
We tried that. Remember?

761
01:11:17,341 --> 01:11:21,171
Here's what I remember.
I remember scott dumped you for me.

762
01:11:22,206 --> 01:11:25,653
I remember it was me who shared.
It was me who took pity on you.

763
01:11:25,758 --> 01:11:27,165
Besides...

764
01:11:27,838 --> 01:11:30,555
he was mine when he died.

765
01:11:30,654 --> 01:11:33,501
- I don't care.
- He was mine when he died!

766
01:11:33,598 --> 01:11:35,224
So what?

767
01:11:38,686 --> 01:11:41,337
If he had lived, he would have
come back to me.

768
01:11:41,438 --> 01:11:42,965
He would have seen you
for what you really are.

769
01:11:43,070 --> 01:11:44,980
- Which is what?
- A dickhead!

770
01:11:46,622 --> 01:11:47,637
Maybe.

771
01:11:47,743 --> 01:11:49,565
Or maybe we would've
gotten married...

772
01:11:49,694 --> 01:11:51,963
had kids and lived
in a loft in soho.

773
01:11:52,062 --> 01:11:55,062
Or maybe he'd be working at his uncle's
car dealership in new jersey.

774
01:11:55,198 --> 01:11:57,817
Right. Can you just see him doing that?
You're just jealous.

775
01:11:57,918 --> 01:12:00,886
- Jealous of what?
- Jealous that scott and I are married...

776
01:12:00,990 --> 01:12:04,438
living in soho with two beautiful kids
and a jack russell terrier.

777
01:12:04,543 --> 01:12:08,634
I'm not jealous. He would've dumped you in
three weeks for a sculptress with a toe ring.

778
01:12:08,735 --> 01:12:10,393
And then what?
He would've come running back to you?

779
01:12:14,431 --> 01:12:15,445
Yes.

780
01:12:15,551 --> 01:12:18,867
With me he could've had a family.
He could've had kids.

781
01:12:18,976 --> 01:12:20,732
You needed in vitro!

782
01:12:22,047 --> 01:12:23,509
He could've had that from me.

783
01:12:23,647 --> 01:12:27,292
It just wasn't in the cards with you,
wheezy. You are just not a mother.

784
01:12:38,208 --> 01:12:40,663
I'm sorry, wheezy...

785
01:12:40,767 --> 01:12:43,037
but it's true.

786
01:12:43,135 --> 01:12:46,616
Besides, you're forgetting
how he used to treat you.

787
01:12:46,719 --> 01:12:48,126
Don't you remember you told me...

788
01:12:48,224 --> 01:12:52,054
he used to make you run around naked
so he could poke fun at your body?

789
01:12:52,160 --> 01:12:54,844
He was critiquing me!
He was gonna paint my portrait!

790
01:12:54,976 --> 01:12:56,863
Which he kept promising to do,
but he never did.

791
01:12:56,960 --> 01:13:00,277
He did paint my portrait!
The mother and child!

792
01:13:00,416 --> 01:13:02,904
Wheezy! You were 17!

793
01:13:05,376 --> 01:13:08,191
I'm telling him the truth.
I'm telling him everything.

794
01:13:09,793 --> 01:13:12,029
You're gonna fuck it up, louise!

795
01:13:29,377 --> 01:13:31,646
F. Scott, what are you doing out here?

796
01:13:32,993 --> 01:13:34,782
Waiting for you.

797
01:13:36,193 --> 01:13:39,160
Did missy call you?
What did she say?

798
01:13:41,282 --> 01:13:43,551
She said that you had
something important to tell me.

799
01:13:45,889 --> 01:13:46,969
Let's go inside.

800
01:13:47,073 --> 01:13:49,626
Why don't you just tell me
what you came here to tell me?

801
01:13:50,753 --> 01:13:52,641
What do you think
i'm here to say?

802
01:13:56,578 --> 01:13:59,480
That you're through with me.
That you've had your fun.

803
01:13:59,618 --> 01:14:01,025
That's not why i'm here.

804
01:14:09,538 --> 01:14:11,360
When I was in high school...

805
01:14:13,602 --> 01:14:15,096
I had a boyfriend...

806
01:14:15,202 --> 01:14:17,722
and I...

807
01:14:17,826 --> 01:14:19,866
went out with him...

808
01:14:19,970 --> 01:14:22,109
and then missy went out with him.

809
01:14:22,211 --> 01:14:24,098
She stole him from me.

810
01:14:29,571 --> 01:14:31,578
And then he was killed.

811
01:14:32,642 --> 01:14:34,530
- How?
- Car accident.

812
01:14:42,947 --> 01:14:45,762
- Louise, i'm sorry.
- He looked like you.

813
01:14:47,107 --> 01:14:50,009
He painted like you.

814
01:14:50,115 --> 01:14:51,773
He had your name.

815
01:14:52,835 --> 01:14:54,744
- F. Scott?
- Scott feinstadt.

816
01:14:56,483 --> 01:14:59,898
His name was scott feinstadt.

817
01:15:01,316 --> 01:15:03,966
And missy thinks
i'm a lot like this guy too?

818
01:15:04,100 --> 01:15:07,962
She does. She thinks you're him,
or he's you, or...

819
01:15:10,787 --> 01:15:12,413
do you understand what i'm saying?

820
01:15:19,172 --> 01:15:21,244
Well, what do you think, louise?

821
01:15:22,372 --> 01:15:23,932
- What do I think?
- Yeah.

822
01:15:24,036 --> 01:15:29,600
You're telling me that missy thinks
i'm some guy back from the dead.

823
01:15:30,660 --> 01:15:33,442
- Is that what you think?
- I don't know!

824
01:15:37,316 --> 01:15:38,876
Yes. Yes.

825
01:15:40,388 --> 01:15:41,664
You said you had
something inside of you.

826
01:15:41,764 --> 01:15:45,626
You said you were meant to be here
in this place. You said that.

827
01:15:45,733 --> 01:15:47,522
And maybe you're right.

828
01:15:48,549 --> 01:15:52,324
Maybe there is something inside of you.
Maybe it brought you here to find me.

829
01:15:59,684 --> 01:16:03,100
Some guy broke your heart.

830
01:16:03,205 --> 01:16:06,522
And I get that.
That's traumatic.

831
01:16:06,661 --> 01:16:08,548
But you know what?

832
01:16:10,213 --> 01:16:12,896
- That happens to everybody.
- No. Not like this.

833
01:16:12,997 --> 01:16:14,852
That happens...

834
01:16:14,949 --> 01:16:16,771
to everybody.

835
01:16:16,869 --> 01:16:19,619
Okay? It's called high school.

836
01:16:23,077 --> 01:16:24,833
And you know what?

837
01:16:24,934 --> 01:16:27,138
Usually people learn
from the experience...

838
01:16:27,237 --> 01:16:29,310
and then they just
move on with their lives.

839
01:16:29,413 --> 01:16:31,552
Maybe they shouldn't.

840
01:16:31,654 --> 01:16:35,036
Maybe that's what's wrong with the world...
everybody, they're just moving on.

841
01:16:35,142 --> 01:16:39,299
When you're working and nothing's coming,
do you just get up and walk away?

842
01:16:40,870 --> 01:16:41,982
Do you?

843
01:16:45,094 --> 01:16:47,396
- Okay, I don't want to fight, louise.
- Well, what if I want to?

844
01:16:47,494 --> 01:16:48,901
It takes two.

845
01:16:49,958 --> 01:16:51,365
F. Scott!

846
01:17:04,999 --> 01:17:06,406
- Hello.
- Hi.

847
01:17:11,431 --> 01:17:12,893
Shit.

848
01:18:18,280 --> 01:18:20,320
Are you okay?

849
01:18:23,336 --> 01:18:25,987
I just wanted
to tell you the truth, lou.

850
01:18:27,784 --> 01:18:32,225
For once I wanted the words coming out
of my mouth to bring us closer together.

851
01:19:05,194 --> 01:19:07,365
- Hi.
- Listen.

852
01:19:13,961 --> 01:19:16,678
Let me guess. Peter.

853
01:19:16,810 --> 01:19:18,948
Yeah. Who are you?

854
01:19:19,082 --> 01:19:21,187
He's an mfa applicant.

855
01:19:21,322 --> 01:19:24,737
An mfa applicant?
Are you fucking insane?

856
01:19:26,314 --> 01:19:28,321
What's going on here?

857
01:19:28,426 --> 01:19:30,466
She didn't tell you about me?
I'm the dead guy.

858
01:19:30,570 --> 01:19:32,097
Peter, I need you to leave.

859
01:19:32,202 --> 01:19:33,893
No. I think i'm gonna stay.

860
01:19:33,994 --> 01:19:37,256
Yeah, stick around. We'll all
grab hands and have a seance.

861
01:19:37,355 --> 01:19:39,210
Peter, please.
Let me handle this.

862
01:19:39,307 --> 01:19:41,095
- Yeah, you better let her handle this.
- Watch your tongue.

863
01:19:41,195 --> 01:19:44,392
- Get the hell out of here!
- Stop!

864
01:19:44,490 --> 01:19:46,727
Peter. Please.

865
01:19:54,603 --> 01:19:57,385
- I'll call you in 15 minutes. Okay?
- Fine.

866
01:19:59,851 --> 01:20:01,738
It was a pleasure.

867
01:20:04,811 --> 01:20:06,338
I don't believe you.

868
01:20:06,443 --> 01:20:08,582
You come over last night
and you fuck with my head...

869
01:20:08,683 --> 01:20:11,999
and the whole time you have been
sleeping with your ex-husband?

870
01:20:12,108 --> 01:20:14,147
Peter and I did not sleep together
last night.

871
01:20:14,251 --> 01:20:16,193
We didn't sleep together much
when we were married.

872
01:20:16,300 --> 01:20:17,990
Then what? Is that how
you break up with someone?

873
01:20:18,091 --> 01:20:22,150
Tell them they're dead
and just hope they'll go away?

874
01:20:22,283 --> 01:20:26,058
The whole thing is just
too fucking mystical for me.

875
01:20:27,852 --> 01:20:29,924
You don't think this
is mystical for me too?

876
01:20:31,596 --> 01:20:33,451
I wake up yesterday morning...

877
01:20:33,547 --> 01:20:34,954
and you're asleep next to me...

878
01:20:35,052 --> 01:20:37,605
and i'm freaking out 'cause
everything's so new and different.

879
01:20:38,796 --> 01:20:40,869
And then I look over at you...

880
01:20:40,972 --> 01:20:43,492
and I am blinded... i'm blinded.

881
01:20:47,116 --> 01:20:50,215
You are six inches from my face...

882
01:20:52,108 --> 01:20:54,923
and you are so fucking beautiful
I can't even focus my eyes.

883
01:20:56,908 --> 01:20:57,836
What?

884
01:20:59,757 --> 01:21:01,928
My name's not f. Scott.

885
01:21:03,437 --> 01:21:05,193
Okay? It's francis.

886
01:21:08,237 --> 01:21:12,547
- Francis?
- Francis scott key feinstadt.

887
01:21:12,652 --> 01:21:16,068
I guess I thought f. Scott
sounded cool on the application.

888
01:21:17,741 --> 01:21:19,945
- Everyone at home calls me fran.
- Fran?

889
01:21:20,045 --> 01:21:22,434
Yeah. Fran.

890
01:21:24,622 --> 01:21:27,077
You know what the worst part is?

891
01:21:29,965 --> 01:21:32,900
You don't even think
i'm an artist in my own right, do you?

892
01:21:33,037 --> 01:21:35,754
I'm just some extension of him.
Right?

893
01:21:35,853 --> 01:21:39,847
You know what that is, louise?
The mother and child?

894
01:21:42,317 --> 01:21:43,910
- It's a fuckin' joke.
- Don't say that.

895
01:21:44,014 --> 01:21:48,073
That's some kid
who kicked over a can of paint...

896
01:21:48,173 --> 01:21:49,384
and decided to call it art.

897
01:21:49,485 --> 01:21:51,308
Don't say that!

898
01:21:59,374 --> 01:22:01,196
I couldn't sleep last night.

899
01:22:01,294 --> 01:22:03,117
You know, I was going crazy...

900
01:22:03,214 --> 01:22:05,964
trying to make some sense
of what you said.

901
01:22:06,734 --> 01:22:08,622
- So you know what I did?
- What?

902
01:22:08,718 --> 01:22:10,125
I went and saw missy.

903
01:22:12,719 --> 01:22:13,864
And what happened?

904
01:22:17,038 --> 01:22:18,664
What do you think happened?

905
01:22:20,718 --> 01:22:22,212
Bye.

906
01:22:35,471 --> 01:22:37,358
- Have you seen him?
- Yes.

907
01:22:44,751 --> 01:22:46,540
We acted like a couple of boys,
didn't we?

908
01:22:46,639 --> 01:22:48,133
What happened last night?

909
01:22:50,256 --> 01:22:54,085
The kid came up to my room.
We fucked till the sun came up.

910
01:22:54,192 --> 01:22:56,199
We did it four, maybe five times.

911
01:22:56,303 --> 01:22:58,311
We did everything imaginable.

912
01:22:59,535 --> 01:23:01,358
The earth moved.
Is that what you wanna hear?

913
01:23:01,487 --> 01:23:04,749
- I wanna hear the truth.
- The truth is, I gave him a shot.

914
01:23:06,287 --> 01:23:08,262
I gave him two shots, actually.

915
01:23:11,087 --> 01:23:14,317
He wasn't buying. He said no.
Can you believe it?

916
01:23:16,176 --> 01:23:18,729
Why, miss? Why?

917
01:23:18,832 --> 01:23:20,719
You know how it is.

918
01:23:21,904 --> 01:23:24,751
I only wanted him
because you had him.

919
01:23:26,993 --> 01:23:28,400
Is that really true?

920
01:23:28,496 --> 01:23:31,792
Of course it is. At least
that's what marcos says, anyway.

921
01:23:36,656 --> 01:23:38,696
You told marcos?

922
01:23:39,665 --> 01:23:42,218
We're meeting this weekend in napa.

923
01:23:46,705 --> 01:23:50,600
You said terrible, terrible things
to me last night.

924
01:23:50,704 --> 01:23:52,199
You said some pretty terrible things
to me too.

925
01:23:52,305 --> 01:23:56,200
- You said terrible things to me.
- I surrender. You won.

926
01:23:56,305 --> 01:23:58,128
It's not attractive
to sit around and gloat.

927
01:23:58,225 --> 01:24:00,844
Gloat? What are you
talking about? Gloat?

928
01:24:00,945 --> 01:24:04,175
Wheezy, would you stop!

929
01:24:09,265 --> 01:24:11,207
No two snowflakes
are exactly alike...

930
01:24:11,346 --> 01:24:14,193
but these two
are pretty damn close.

931
01:24:15,090 --> 01:24:18,024
You have a gorgeous snowflake...

932
01:24:18,130 --> 01:24:20,269
who's just dying
to get to know you better.

933
01:24:21,266 --> 01:24:24,430
What are you doing?
You're sitting here arguing with me.

934
01:24:29,746 --> 01:24:31,634
I swear.

935
01:24:34,354 --> 01:24:37,257
Some people just refuse...

936
01:24:37,394 --> 01:24:39,947
to let anything good happen to them.

937
01:25:25,395 --> 01:25:26,922
This is sammy.

938
01:25:27,027 --> 01:25:29,842
- This is louise.
- What's wrong?

939
01:25:29,939 --> 01:25:31,346
- There's nothing wrong.
- Gotta call you back then.

940
01:25:33,587 --> 01:25:35,922
- Okay?
- I am really proud of you, you know.

941
01:25:42,228 --> 01:25:44,529
All right. Eat my butt.

942
01:26:06,676 --> 01:26:08,302
I got your message.

943
01:26:09,333 --> 01:26:13,489
- I know you were worried.
- Yeah. I was gonna call the police.

944
01:26:14,581 --> 01:26:17,810
- I told you I could handle it.
- So you did.

945
01:26:29,269 --> 01:26:31,538
You and I are never
gonna work, peter.

946
01:26:39,766 --> 01:26:42,483
Even though...

947
01:26:42,582 --> 01:26:44,491
we love each other?

948
01:26:45,685 --> 01:26:48,052
Even though we love each other.

949
01:28:37,208 --> 01:28:39,892
- Fran.
- Hey, louise.

950
01:28:48,345 --> 01:28:49,752
Louise, look...

951
01:28:52,473 --> 01:28:54,894
what is this, like...

952
01:28:55,032 --> 01:28:57,421
some kind of dear john letter?

953
01:29:15,225 --> 01:29:16,632
Did you do this?

954
01:29:17,689 --> 01:29:20,308
No. Your work did that.

955
01:29:21,561 --> 01:29:23,830
Congratulations.

956
01:29:23,930 --> 01:29:27,094
And your work is beautiful.

957
01:29:27,225 --> 01:29:28,916
Fran, it's beautiful.

958
01:29:38,394 --> 01:29:40,281
Louise, thank you.

959
01:29:57,658 --> 01:29:59,065
So...

960
01:30:00,699 --> 01:30:02,106
so.

961
01:30:04,762 --> 01:30:06,966
It's a beautiful day, so...

962
01:30:09,018 --> 01:30:10,742
yeah, it is.

963
01:30:57,148 --> 01:31:00,214
I guess i'll see you later.

964
01:31:00,316 --> 01:31:02,804
I know where to find you.


